I think you can do better

I have been on vacation for exactly 3 weeks.

It is wonderful and horrible at the same time.

I never actually have a "real" vacation.

My vacation is time at home fixing and mending.

My vacation is panicking about money and things that break.

My vacation is getting physicals, seeing teachers, bonding with my little family.

My vacation is waiting for contracts and agents and practicing.

and then it is over. I am packing and frantically sewing and mending..and fixing and still panicking about money and things that break and contracts and agents...

those that do do those that don't teach or criticize