Sunday September 3, 2009
It is not like I am working. The way I think about work is set up and tear down and do my acts and sometimes be a little numb to the situation at hand.
I thought I would do my act when there was an void in the show. A gash of nothingness. I misunderstood. I am here to be my sparkly self, to be a showgirl.
I won't deny this is the most stress free performing I have had in a while, I just feel a little embarrassed sometimes. One of my very smart friends said you are in between dates. You are working..etc. etc.. It is amazing here, all these people all this stuff. The everydayness of it all
I noticed this beautiful lift and decided it needed to be acknowledged.
